SoulfillExpressions

Dear readers ..this is a true heart wrenching incident ..

As parents , of course , we don’t do negative for our children deliberately ..but sub consciously , unknowingly we keep passing on the generational trauma loop without even realising ..

One such hint came to me few days ago when my daughter poured her heart out before me ..

So being very honest in my expression , I wou;d say that for years I held that belief that if I supress my real emotions and maintain everything artificially nice and happy in m y home ,,,this would give my daughter a golden future but the opposite happened ,,,and this I learned and realised on that solemn day when she poured her heart out ..

So , it so happened that she had been suffering some mental health issues lately ..and that day she mirrored me saying that when I get married , I will break make it a very happy home for my kids ..and they would never suffered what I am suffering now ,,

And this hit me like anything ,,because ,,this was exactly I believed ,,,seeing the conflicts between my parents , I had grown up believing that I would make my home my perfect home with no conflicts and my daughter would not suffer what I have suffered ,

And my supression , she portrayed ,,she showed up ..

Dear readers ..please if this post comes across you , it is meant to be read for you probably ..

Those words of her made me cry bitterly for 3-4 days together ..

And then this realisation come …

Please pause and think ..

Are you passing unconditional love or suffering , generational trauma and endless loop of suffering in the name of loop ..

Please ,,its high time ..ponder over ..

Whatever you will try to supress , your kids will show up …remember ..